its for you, you s.o.b., the one guy i love!!!

ohk... this ain't easy for me... not a bit!
you are the base of all my thoughts, the reason i always feel like I'm chained! why the hell can't you just understand the hang of things?! you know i love you, you know I'm crazy about you and you know that my world revolves around you....
ah what the fuck!!! that's bullshit...
you know what, you're an asshole... screwing around with my life !
well, I'm deviating from the topic... never love a guy! they are all assholes... they know you love 'em, and keep on pretending like they don't know... we know better- they ain't that dumb! at times they care for you so much, pamper you like a baby, make you feel so special, that you feel like you are the luckiest girl alive and the very next day, hey make you cry( i mean crying, not moaning ;) )
why the fuck do you have to pretend like you're a saint or something, eh?? can't you just spit your feelings instead of keep me hanging on a thread that's gonna break any minute?!
tell you what, i hate you....
and i so bloody wish that those words were true....

interpretations, interrogations, heartbreaks...

no one knows your guy better than yourself... and the worst mistake you can make- taking into consideration third party comments on what your guy says! like when the guy whom you have a crush on says"somethings are to be understood, not told...' he might have meant something totally different from what your best friend thinks!!' and you, all high hopes comes to know later that he actually suggested a reality check... and tell you what, it can break your heart ( not in all cases though!) the best way to figure out all the bullshit these totally fucked up guys tell you is to tell them to just shut the fuck up and be clear about what he has to say...
these guys are all assholes... well, at least most of them!

donation disaster...!

there was this blood donation camp at college... and i, along with friends anxious to do some social service went... after filling up all the forms and around half an hour's wait, my turn came for the blood test.... and lo... "you're underweight, ma..." said the doctor...:(