she feels as if her world is shattered...
she wants to cry out loud... the pain is too much for her to bear...
she is trying to let go... but she just can't... she feels too attached!
she is confused... she doesn't know what to do...
she wants to kill the other girl, but then what if he actually loves that female? she would rather die than doing anything that hurts him...
she feels as if she's alone... 'cause without him, the world has always been kinda empty for her...
she is bleeding inside... but then, she likes the pain... 'cause she'll bear pain to any extent, for him... only him..
she realizes she is weak... and vulnerable... she thought he would be there... to protect her, take care of her...
she wonders, 'was i being used?'.. she shudders at the very thought... she is mad at herself, she was having evil thoughts about her angel! and that was bad of her....!
she despises life, curses the day they met...
oh, how she can remember... that sunny day, by the roadside... she hated his wicked smile that day... alas! she couldn't help, but falling for it...
she feels like an idiot... cause she fell for hm in spite of knowing everything about him...
she hates life, she hates him, she hates herself more....
she can almost smell his perfume, as she sat thinking about him.. she knows she is being dumb... she feels tears welling up in her eyes...
she never knew... she never knew until that moment, how bad it could hurt to lose something she never really had...
Where he used to be, there is a hole in the world, which she finds herself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. She misses him like crazy...!
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